After waiting far too long/badgering the doctors, I got results from my ultrasound. There is a cyst/mass on my kidney, i'm getting it biopsied next week. According to the internet, kidney cysts are pretty normal for people who are, like, 26 years older than me. There are 4 different types of kidney cysts, ranging from "whatever" to "fuck everything". Best case scenario: They let it be, because, whatever. Most likely scenario: They inject it with some shit to make it harden. Worst worst worst cast scenario: Kidney removal. Not going to even think about that right now.
Not looking forward to so many things. I don't want a needle in my kidney. I don't want it to be something bad. It's probably not. But still. Not looking forward to waiting.
Also, I have a virus. Today sucked so bad. I'm glad I have people who love me and support me. It makes everything so much easier.