Thea Bee (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} her_stratagem) wrote,@ 2009-05-13 20:06:00 |
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he said I was Dieses schöne Mädchen.
my hands are shaking my hands are shaking my hands are shaking
I didn't sleep again last night. I watched the sun come up and then managed to get a few hours in before my mom got mad. Every time I closed my eyes I would fall under the car. over and over. When I actually got up I was having a panic attack for no reason, but that's not uncommon. It just sucks.
my body is better but my brain is sick again.
I need to crawl into that tree before they cut it down. It's raining outside. That tree was so much. It's huge. It's dying. I want to go give it a hug but it's cold and raining outside and I'm already shivering inside the house.
I lost another pound.
this is so pathetic.
my hands are shaking my hands are shaking my hands are shaking
I didn't sleep again last night. I watched the sun come up and then managed to get a few hours in before my mom got mad. Every time I closed my eyes I would fall under the car. over and over. When I actually got up I was having a panic attack for no reason, but that's not uncommon. It just sucks.
my body is better but my brain is sick again.
I need to crawl into that tree before they cut it down. It's raining outside. That tree was so much. It's huge. It's dying. I want to go give it a hug but it's cold and raining outside and I'm already shivering inside the house.
I lost another pound.
this is so pathetic.
